I can’t even escape to my dreams any more. Depression, Aggrivation, Annoinces, and more were all throughout them. I awoke to have a lot of pain in my back. As I would lay there, it would spread to my lower shoulders and sometimes to the sides of my stomach. No matter what way I would turn and lay down, the pain was still there. Along with the back pain, I have a minor head ache. It is small potatoes compared to my back.
My manager called and I felt just as weak talking to her today as I did yesterday. It was the weakness where you can almost drop the phone if it wasn’t proped against the pillow. Towards the end she said that she finally got the go-ahead to hire somebody to help me out with the databases.
In other news people have been asking why they can’t comment on my blog any more. Although it is a personal blog, when friends and family start getting in on it, it just got too personal. I would attack them, they would attack me, they even attacked each other. I’d rather just keep this as a biased blog and leave everybody else out of it. That way there feelings will not be hurt as much. Remember – this blog is all about me, so I have the rite to be selfish. You are still free to go ahead and blog about an article that I post and link to it. I’ll find you through technorati.
And for anyone who wants a statistical read out of how I’m feeling, (thanks Jenny), here you go.
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Stability results were very low which suggests you are extremely worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.
Extraversion results were moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.
And the trait snapshot:
paranoid tendencies, irritable, anxious, fidgety, dependent, worrying, emotionally sensitive, prone to regret, depressed, second guesses self, somewhat fragile, dislikes change, prefers organized to unpredictable, suspicious, phobic, craves attention, not a risk taker, low self control, very sensitive to criticism, unadventurous, does not make friends easily, defensive, obsessive, low self esteem
Tags: Dreams, Depression, Aggrivation, Annoyances, Pain, Sick, Back, Back Pain, Head Ache, Manager, Work, Weakness, Comment, Comments, Technorati