Bad Day
Walked into work. Lots of stuff going on. Almost walked back out a few times. Feeling really self-destructive. Oddly enough I’m still here. It is nice and quiet when no one is around. Don’t want to go home. Don’t want to go anywhere. Don’t want to do anything. Feeling a lot of emotional weight on my back.
One of my readers thought I had a drinking problem and contacted me with some helpful information. If only I did … Problem is, I hardly ever touch the stuff. I’m a loser folks. Plain and simple. I don’t need to drink in order to have problems.
July 24th, 2005 at 2:28 am
i was worried about him too. he seems to be doing better today. i tried totalk to himlast night.. i got *leave me alone* then i had to go to the ER…